May 10th, 2005
|10:47 pm - sleep makes the morning come sooner|
i am not nice. i have been told this so many times before, and now i can see why i have heard it so many times. it's a sad realization. however, one that is true.
i had this dream. i met someone. someone way awesome. when i woke up, i realized it wasn't a dream. i had been staring into a pool of reflecting water. i am so in love with myself...
i am full of hate. i hate it. i truly, honestly only hate two people that i can think of...
one of you makes me hurt non-stop. however, i am not sure if i hate you.
the other, severed all ties of friendship without even an acknowledgment. not even a simple explanation.
i'm sorry to everyone i have wrong, hurt, or made feel inferior or second best.
Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: sorry about dresden-a reunion of sorts
Seth, you CAN be in love with yourself because what's not to love about you. If I was as pretty as you I would be in love with myself too....But I already love me. Anyway, I think you're nice. A little mischievous when you've been drinking though but that's ok.
|Date:||May 17th, 2005 07:44 pm (UTC)|| |
i think you're nice....way nice. in many ways. can't wait to talk to you again...i missed you like whoa